What is love?

I have been loving the same girl for the past 5 months. Everyday I just think of her but will she think of me? I wait 6 days a week just to see her but whenever i want to communicate with her i fail, not because i dont want to but because i cant. My friends said that I did not talk to her much but I dont really have the chance to. :( I want to be someone's last call of the night and the first thought of their morning, its so hard to show everyone that I'm doing fine without when actually deep inside im not. Its so hard because I have to smile when I really cant hold back my tears......cause as far as I can see, your doing fine without me......

I want to be someone's last call of the night

and their first thought in the morning. I want

those 5 hour conversations that end in 'no

you hang up first.' I want the heart racing,

palm sweaty, 'what's gonna happen next

moments. I want the hugs that you never

want to let go of & the stolen kisses that are

always the sweetest. But most importantly, I

just want to know someone considers me

theirs. It's so hard to show everyone that I'm doing

fine without you when deep inside I'm not.

It's hard because I have to smile when I

really can't hold back my tears...cause as far

as I can see, you're doing fine without me...