Monday, May 10, 2010

When I see you, you greet
When i say something, you listen
When I tell jokes, You laugh
When i take pictures, you take with me
When Im alone u talk to me.
But now im not important to you anymore, you find me weird so you gossip..............There must be someone else in your life that is more important then me.

Friday, May 7, 2010

When you hug Teddies they dont hug back but sometimes they are actually all you've got, I cant sleep because my pillow is too wet, I wish you would love me and no matter how many times i practice to draw your face it never gets better.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

What is love?

I have been loving the same girl for the past 5 months. Everyday I just think of her but will she think of me? I wait 6 days a week just to see her but whenever i want to communicate with her i fail, not because i dont want to but because i cant. My friends said that I did not talk to her much but I dont really have the chance to. :( I want to be someone's last call of the night and the first thought of their morning, its so hard to show everyone that I'm doing fine without when actually deep inside im not. Its so hard because I have to smile when I really cant hold back my tears......cause as far as I can see, your doing fine without me......
I want to be someone's last call of the night
and their first thought in the morning. I want
those 5 hour conversations that end in 'no
you hang up first.' I want the heart racing,
palm sweaty, 'what's gonna happen next
moments. I want the hugs that you never
want to let go of & the stolen kisses that are
always the sweetest. But most importantly, I
just want to know someone considers me
theirs. It's so hard to show everyone that I'm doing
fine without you when deep inside I'm not.
It's hard because I have to smile when I
really can't hold back my tears...cause as far
as I can see, you're doing fine without me...